Tears in Heaven

All of us, have our own saddest moment.At different time at different reasons.


My saddest moment was when my grandmother passed away. It's April 21 2011 when she died. Two days more and it's the feast in our barangay. It's like, we're all busy preparing all what to buy for the feast.It was April 19,2011 when my lola was delivered to the hospital. I'm still sleeping that time because the sun was just about to shine. My mother woke me up and she said that, " You stay here, your lola will be delivered to the hospital". I quickly ran to my lola's room and ask what happened. My lola can't breathe well. I did not leave her those time. Up to the hospital, I still stay beside her. Until the doctor said that she needs to be confined. So, we stay there for 3 days. All my cousins and relatives went there to visit my lola. They can't believe. I can't believe it also, it's like, yesterday, we're just laughing together while watching tv. My lolo said that it was the first time that my lola was delivered to the hospital since they got married.






Three days had passed and we're still in the hospital. It was evening of April 21 when my lola complained that she can't breathe well. They call the nurses and doctors. I really don't know what to do that time, I'm just sitting on a corner while praying. My mom, she's duty that time on station 1, it's downstairs. She quickly went upstairs to help the other doctors. Until the time came that my lola need to be transfer to the ICU, but my mom, as the head nurse of the hospital, she requested that if, just bring all the equipments from the ICU to the room for us to see what's going on. Because if it's in ICU, only some can go inside at a time. Because my lola can't breathe well, so they decided to use the tube to help my lola to breathe properly. I sat beside her and hold her hands while saying, "Lola, Kaya niyo yan. " until my tears shed. I can't stop crying that time seeing my lola in that situation. My relatives are there, helping us to be strong.






Exactly 11:00, my lola died. All our tears shed. As in. My mind wants me to stop crying but my eyes can't help of crying. I can't believe that's happening. It's like, all our memories just go inside my mind again and again. When we got home, we saw our neighbors and relatives, waiting there in my lolo and lola's house. They're all there crying. I can't sleep that night. Good thing that before she died, I served her while she's in the hospital. If my mom is on a duty, I'm the one who take care of my lola. I'm the one who feeds her, getting everything what she needs.





I'm very proud that she's my lola. As in. No one can be better than her. She's the best lola in the world. As in. She's a very kind, loving, caring, energetic, industrious , happy person. She's very kind to everyone. She's very industrious that she wants everything to be organized and clean. She's energetic because she's very fond of dancing, she's even joining "Alay Lakad" as a member of Maragondon Health Club, whose doing aerobic every morning. She stand as my mother whenever my mom is in her work. We even have the same birthday. She should be turning 80 this August. Actually, I'm planning a secret party for her and my birthday. But, it happened. So, just be strong and continue life. That's what's on my mind everytime I remember my lola.


As what they say, Life is like an ice cream, enjoy it before it melts. So, I must continue my life and be happy. ;)))

For my Lola, I hate you. You did not wait to see me wearing the GSP uniform for third year. Diba I always binibida it to you. I'm always saying that " Lola, my favorite GSP uniform, I'm going to wear it this school year..." but, you did not. Diba I also promise to you that I will graduate here in Science. Diba it's your dream na makatapos ako sa Science. Now, you will not see me anymore wearing my Toga. Haaaaaaaaaay! :'(

I'm very sorry Lola. I did'nt have a time to say sorry for all the things I've done to you. It's true nga pala the saying; " Laging nasa huli ang pagsisisi".
Advanced Happy Birthday!I love you so much. I miss you allot. I miss those times every morning, you're saying, " Oh, yung I.d, baka makalimutan." You've never been tired of saying that everyday.I really really miss those times. I know you're in good hands now. You'll always be loved. ♥






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